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I got the abortion done. I was 10wks ...I don't think what I did was right but it was necessary. I feel blank. Guilty. Etc... Just a filter of mixed emotions. I have to confess to my bishop this Sunday which I'm not looking forward too. /:
I really hope god forgives me.. I feel so ashamed, might I add the amount of pain I've been in since the medication wore off! The pain is the worst of the worst..! I cried and cried and cried all day yesterday.. I really wish I would've rested like the DR. Told me too or had someone to take care of me..

I feel like Mohammad is a replica of Thea. Selfish. Only thinking about themselves when a problem comes up..
But in a way I didn't expect him or things to be different.
This is why after 4 years I am still single/ single parent. I can't deal with BS. After everything I've been through I can't fully trust ANYONE. It's a sucky feeling.,,):

Well i just wanted to be brief..
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